Sitting here, head in hands
So write something
What to write? Have to write
So do it
No choice, need an outlet
Why?
Drowning, yeah that’s it
What’s it?
It’s like drowning in fucking freezing water
What is?
There’s nothing you can do
Why not?
Reach out your hand
To who?
No one left to grab it
Where’d everyone go?
Disappeared
Do you care?
Easier to say “I don’t give a fuck”, then admit you need them
But you do you know
Do I?
Of course
Isolate, hide, disappear, It could work, why not?
Because you’re human
Am I? I don’t know anymore
Of course that’s whole problem you see
Who cares? No one cares anymore? Why not just quit on everyone, everything?
You can’t!
Why the fuck not? It would be easier just giving up saying the hell with it all, no one would take a second look
Yes they would
How do you know?
I don’t
Exactly! So leave me the hell alone
As you wish
No, don’t please

Where’d you go?

Alone again, head in hands, wishing you had someone, something, as everything, everyone, quietly fades away